Me anD yoU

2006-05-16T02:34:00.000-07:00

dunno wads happening to my life.. can someone tell me wad i've done wrong? wad did i do? i really wanna knoe? my mum hav been treating me coldly.. why? i even said sorry.. wad else she wan? haiz.. my father's money is also nt settled.. everything is nt yet ok.. thought we could have the money in this week but, haiz.. who knoes.. things went wronh again.. wth...

2006-05-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

ermm,
todae very boring.. finish sch.. come home already.. actually meeting my dear.. but in the end.. never.. hmm.. but nvm lorr.. then for the next 2 daes i think also cant see him.. haiz.. tats so boring.. dear.. i miss u,..

2006-05-13T23:29:00.000-07:00

today is mother's dae but it was the worst one ever.. i didn't wan to go out wif me mum coz i knew she gt no money and her god daughter was going to pay for it.. so i dun wanna go.. so... she was angry.. then she scolded me and stuff... saying.. nowadaes she dun talk to me as much already.. sae i always talk on the phone.. when she in the room alone onli my sis go in.. haiz.. but why when my sis talk to her bf she dun wanna talk to me? why is it when i am talking to my bf then she wanna talk to me? i dun understand.. everytime my sis make her angry or wad, she will confirm go pamper her.. let see if she does it to me? i doubt so.. hw i wish nw, i could grow up and quickly do stuff that i want.. so wad if my bf is a malay? she sae i will regret.. so racist lor.. wth... nvm... i am sure mine is different from others.. and i will prove to her.. NT ALL MALAYS ARE THE SAME.. haiz.. i really feel so upset.. hw could my mum sae this man.. and i hate meiting to the core.. who the hell is she man.. onli her god daughter wad.. everytime make me so embarrased.. i dun need u to treat my mum.. i will do it.. i dun see a need to onli be happy when we go walk walk.. stay at hm also can be happy one wad.. as long as the whole family is together.. isn't it a happy ocassion already?? actually intending to buy a cake for her one.. but nw dun need already lor..

if she is going to see this blog.... she will confirm kill me.. for sure..

2006-05-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

todae was me and my mr cute's 4th mth.. was soo happy.. coz i finally met him.. but as usual.. i cm hm.. get scolded.. saying tat i am late.. but the clock in my grandma's hse is 5 mins later.. and even if i am late.. i dun see a need to kick up a big fuss.. i am 16 but i still have to reach hm at a certain time.. just lik my sis.. then wads the pt of being older? i dunno.. haiz.. nvm.. i have to get use to it anywae.. i've gt no choice.. my mum dun understand me as much anymore.. haizzz..

2006-05-11T23:53:00.001-07:00

back to blogging.. darling.. i miss u... haha.. hmm.. tml will be our 4th month.. waiting for tml... erm.. life wif u is great.. 4 mths i knoe its just a short period of time but.. u made me felt special.. hmm.. we'll always be together.. hehe... hmm.. i miss u lots...